Eun-Ji is still up on the roof of the school, alongside Cheol-Su. Both of them embrace the carnages going on below, wanting to kill those inside the school who have wronged them. The difference here though is that Cheol-Su wants to live, while Eun-Ji is still flirting with suicidal tendencies.
Eventually, this all caught up to me. I was lonely and depressed. I was exhausted of having no goals or vision for my life. I felt I had been wasting my life in a virtual world, while the real world was out there waiting for me. When I started to experience suicidal feelings, I knew I needed help.
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After that everything began to change! I suffered withdrawal for about 3 months and then it got better. I joined a book club that met at a local coffeehouse and began to make some friends. We started sharing our lives together. I started to physically exercise and my health improved! Depression, suicidal thoughts, and loneliness began to disappear as I gained new hobbies and connected on a deep level with people.
The most common sourcesof pain for a person who's having suicidalthoughts include feeling disconnected from others,feeling alienated from others, or feeling that relationshipshave never materialized. The other common source ofpain is feeling like a burden to others, that "people wouldbe better off without me." When those are combined withhopelessness, that "this is not going to change," that is wheresuicidal thoughts become risky.
Jacques Le Rider. Venskii modern i krizis identichnosti. Izdatel'stvo im. N.N. Novikova, Sankt-Peterburg, 2009, 720p. (Modernity and Crises of Identity: Culture and Society in Fin-de-Siecle Vienna. Publishing House named after N.N. No-vikov, Saint-Petersburg), p.78 2ff7e9595c
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